What does it mean?
I feel like I am lying face down on the floor. I don’t want to get up either. I just want to lay here and sulk a while, until I figure out why I carry a terrible curse in my head. I don’t think I have ever felt human a day in my life, in fact I used to tell my mom I wasn’t from here. Of course what sounded strange at time is no longer feeling strange. I am deeply upset about what I am. I feel like I am so saddened by the fact I wasn’t a breakaway singer running from the hills to become what I have always dreamed of becoming-a singer. I don’t want all the popularity. I just want to live up to what my namesake has always been. I am confused. How come someone you love so much can just simply not spell it all out for me? Lord,you work on your own time,but I am asking abd begging what does it all mean? I feel like a take the weight of the world on my shoulders. I almost collapse with a rush of good and evil that flows though me at any time. Please allow me to understand this. It is all I ask. I love you Lord, and I am thankful for what I have but please don’t forget about me.
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Zerzix Says:
1 Corinthians 12:10 speaks of the discerning of spirits, and knowing of their presence. 1 Thessalonians 4 shows how those that have died have not left this world yet, they still wait for the second coming. 1 Thessalonians 4:16 states that the dead in Christ will rise first, then we that are alive will join them.
I believe that these Spirits still walk the earth; the bible speaks of spirits, good and evil all. Those with the gift of discerning could be a powerful and disturbing gift. With the evil that has gone before and the spirits and fallen angels that still walk the earth, your gift can be trying. This is also the first time in years you have been in such a heavily populated area for a long period of time. Even the best swimmer and find a challenge swimming in the ocean.
Be strong, trust in god, and hold fast to your faith. He will carry you when times are hard, just have faith. I will always be there for you also.
Posted on September 2nd, 2009 at 11:19 am
Solange Says:
Good morning. Even the fear of death is nothing compared to the fear of not having lived authentically and fully.
Posted on January 3rd, 2010 at 3:27 pm