Cathartic Unleashings-March 8, 2010
Sorry to those non-existence followers of mine-yesterday I was just too sleepy.
Tonight, I am gonna visit a few topics, so I am just gonna write as it comes to me.
My first thought is about the National Anthem, well technically not about the Anthem, but something related to me about it.
I remember when I was a senior in high school, I was in love with singing and baseball and the interesting combination of the two. Back then I wasn’t fearless, but I was one of the only seniors to have a pretty awesome mode of transportation. Ok, Ok, it was a Jeep Grand Cherokee Laredo, but it was bought new at a haggled-down price of 23 grand. Back then, that serious cash bought me awesome school “cred” as it is called now, so this kinda made feel a little uppity and kinda fear free.
Anyways, anyways, back to the point-I had this awesome dream that, at the time, seemed plausible-I wanted to sing the National Anthem at a baseball game-preferably at the pro-circuit.
Now, I am 31 and I have no more line to that goal than I did to that other goal of chartering a boat to go “sharking”. Ah, to swim with the sharks. I think I dream way too big and apparently for someone else with a lot more money and well, a lot more money.
I guess I could still reach the goals, if I tried really hard, but I just don’t think that is in the cards. I have to believe that God dealt my cards and I can’t “go fish” for something else.
I think right now I am focused on something else-it was like a spark of light and everything passed away. Old thoughts and dreams didn’t matter anymore.
I was told I must do something more than be a singer or shark diver-those things wouldn’t really change anything about society, if society can be changed.
Jesus in effect said-You(meaning us mere mortals)catch them, and I(meaning Jesus)will clean them.
I felt and still feel different about all of the flash of inspiration.
I had been waiting for a long time-For once, I felt that life was soon to be about me.
Now there was a concept. I don’t know what it is, but even after finding true love and having become a parent-life was never about me.
I am a bit still apprehensive about my revelations, but they have never been so clearer.
I just can’t wait to get started…
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